Mommy2bof3
New Member
Well my bf is working about 12 hrs a day. He has his shift at night so when he gets home its around 7am so he sleeps all day. We have not slept in the same bed for about 3 weeks. We have no time to make love and im stressing with our kids im taking care of on my own plus working amd studying. I have been having sexual dreams but not about my bf. I feel bad but he took on another shift taking him to working 18-20 hrs a day and i got angry at him. Im doing everything on my own and got mad cuz he took on another shift when he knows im struggling with my sanity as it is and have no time for myself. So now im starting to think more about this other man. Am i wrong for that? And getting mad for him working more? Or am i just selfish? Idk what to do and to add im not cheating on him this man in my dreams is just in my head. Is it cuz im lonely?